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On the Realization of Existence

We have forgotten that we exist, and so live the unconscious dream of the mind. To wake from that dream we need to increase the proportion of conscious being.

One question, approached from both ends

Everything here grew from one experience and the insight that followed it. Both ask what is actually here, one from the inside and one from the outside. The full story is on the About page.

  1. 2012

    The experience

    In a near-death experience I met what I have called the Absolute ever since: the realization of my own existence, with nothing of thought, concept, space or time left in it. I promised myself never to forget it again, and to return to it whenever I did.

  2. 2013

    The insight

    One night in the Andalusian mountains, resting in that realization, I wondered whether the stars above me, seen as they were far in the past, still existed. An answer came: "And if you find the past in the large scales, you will find the future in the small scales."

  3. Today

    The hypothesis

    Scale-Time Theory is the attempt to state that insight scientifically: a hypothesis that quantum ambiguity and classical stability are different sampling relations within one scale space. It is open, and built to be tested.

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The book

The Ouroboros Singularity

The Machine at the Beginning of Time

What if the Big Bang isn't the beginning, but the other side of something we build? A trail from today's laboratories to the edge of time, and the question of whether the universe's beginning and humanity's technological future are the same event.

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